Sparkly and his girl

Has there ever been a more beautiful man ever made? The only one who comes close for me is James Dean but sorry his sparkliness definitely outshines him for me.

Any way on a weekend where lots of old interviews have created sheer melodrama on are they or are n't they! With denials and evasions and odd answers in interview the whole Robsten world is in uproar.

Me - I have moments of doubt. You only need to read this blog to see that but right now I definitely think they are a couple.

So I am enjoying this gorgeous picture of Edward and Bella and looking forward to the Harpers Bazaar Shoot!

All I can say in this photo is Lucky Bella

A moment of doubt

So I was just over at Robstenlove.com reading the fan encounters and there was one there of the 100 monkey private party...and boy the description by a 'friend of a person who attended described a Rob and Kristen who did not hang out together all night. Kris with Elizabeth and Rob with Xavier. Rob left alone.
Yes we saw the photos of him returning alone.

Now even after this night, we had the infamous 4th Oct Pappz event. Rob, Kris, Sam and her and his Managers. A close circle of friends who probably do know what is really going on.

So despite the fact that I believe and I want to believe I sometimes have my moments of doubt. And that second hand description gave me some bad moments that Rob and Kris are just friends.

I believe - I really do but I still need that 1 peice of proof.
Come on Kris and Rob, just hold hands will you or Kris please be spotted in England with Rob over Christmas!! Something small like that will be great.
I know people go on about them at Comic Con with the intense gazes and I can see it myself but she is all casual and lovey dovey with Taylor and it shits me.....
Obviously they are very close..I mean she doesn't hang out with Nikki or with the others generally..it is Rob....see I am having a bad moment over all this.....I need to read and get my perspective back on believing.

My favourite Fan Fic and Video

So in the absence of new interviews or materials with my favourite movie couple in the world then I thought it would be good to reminisce about Edward and Bella instead.

So here are my favourite Fan Fictions:

1) The Office - man I think I am in love with this Edward and so want to be Bella ( move over Stephenie Meyer)

2) Ever After - Awww if only Rob and Kristen have this happy ending

3) Faking it - I'll have what she is having ;)

But when it comes to vids - you cannot go past anything Diandra does.

Look for her on You Tube - DiandraVideos. My absolute favourite is : Yours for the Taking http://www.youtube.com/user/diandravideos#play/uploads/16/1QXSvojv-Ec

I fall in love with Edward everytime I see this. I think this beautiful song by Blue October ( which you will see is on my twitunes playlist) could have also been played during the prom scene above.

Tell me what you think?

Why am I so obsessed?

You know ever since i was young I always had the ability to fixate on something or some one. My earliest crushes were James Dean. This was a pure love with just an immense appreciation of his beauty. As I got older I developed a deep love for Bruce Springsteen. His music called to me but even still I didn't really fancy him. All my fancying was devoted to sports stars...Steve Waugh in particular.

For those of you who do not come from the Commonwealth, Steve Waugh is one of our greatest cricketers of all time. A man whose mind is steel with a will power that defeats normal human capacity. If I modelled my mental strenght on anyone at all it would be Steve Waugh.

But how does that relate to my current twilight fixation? Well let me explain. I hear all the time that the reason that we Robsten fans want

1. Rob and Kris together is only because of Bella and Edward.
2. We only love Rob because of Edward

Well let me answer

Yes I do definitely want Bella and Edward together. Any shot of Bella with Jacob bothers me. The thought of Bella and Jacob bothers me. The shot of Jacob and Bella at the end of New moon in the movie companion where she looks like she is touching him bothers me.......Bella belongs with Edward

Yes the photos of Taylor and Kristin are not my favourite either. They look very staged and feel forced. I do not want to see Taylor and Kristin together

So I accept that 50% of me wants Rob and Kristin together because of Twilight.

However it is the actors and people, Rob and Kristin whose chemistry that sets me on fire. Those two are smoking hot together and this is the reason I want them together. They look like they have amazing sexual chemisty but also they look like they have an intense and deep connection to each other that appears legendary. A once in a generation connection between actors and a once in a life time love that we all wish to experience.

Do I know for a fact they are together? No, but do I believe they are together Yes. Do i still have doubts about it yes...but I really hope they are together because something that looks so amazing should not be passed up EVER.

As for that other matter. Edward is hot... woo hoo...but Rob is sexier, funnier and oh so gorgeous. But truthfully Rob in photo's, Rob in movies is super sexy. Sexier than Edward! This man was born to be a model. The camera loves him....and it brings me full circle....he is channelling James Dean.

I never thought I would see that beauty again in a man but boy Rob has it.

Cant wait for the Harpers photos. I am preparing to be singed. I really hope the photos are as obvious as I have heard and that they leave no question they are a couple.

Twi Tunes inspired

Hey so here is my current I Tunes playlist:

Lets Stay Together - Al Green
Another Again - John Legend
18th Floor Balcony - Blue October
Have a Nice Day - Stereophonics
The Bucket - Kings of Leon
Ever Lasting Love - The Fortunes
Hairdo - Little Birdy
Love me like the World is Ending - Ben Lee
Greatest View - SilverChair
Jungleland- Bruce Springsteen
Born to Run - Bruce Springsteen
Hard to Explain - The Strokes
Disco 2000 - Pulp
1963 - New Order
Canon in D - Pachabel

Whats yours peeps?

What I see and what I read

Ok not putting the VMA photos here! So another one of sweet adorkable Rob!

Too much over analysis so I am going to try and resolve how I feel about it all once and for all. I read the IMDB msg boards.

Apparently the photos' were taken back stage 15 minutes before they came out. The girl who saw it said she didn't see any flashes so she didn't realise photo's were being taken.

So here are my thoughts:

1. I READ - They know they are about to have photos taken before heading out on stage - so this could be Rob providing Kris with a comforting hug - two very close friends giving each other support. This is very believable and therefore just proves they are close friends right?
2. I SEE - But why does that not quite jell either?? The second picture says more about her that it does about him. She leans into him. She has rested on him and seems peaceful and seeking support. This appears to be a loving gesture as if she knows she can lean on him ..on her part. She certainly would not lean into him if she did not feel safe with him.
   
3. I SEE -If you were giving a friend an affectionate hug or squeeze , you would generally have your thumb over your fingers and your fingers closed and semi cupped! Also generally your hand is not on their shoulder but around on their arms. So this is half right...Rob has his thumb over his fingers but his fingers are wide open on her skin; he also has his hand on top of her shoulder as if he is drawing her closer in a loving way!
4. I THINK -And given all the press about them and they trying to keep their distance in public..why the hell would you be photographed this way unless you wanted to make a statement OR couldn't help yourself!! Sorry this is too contrasted to public appearances!! Seems to be relaxed, off guard. Certainly a gesture of affection and comfort.
   

So after much internal angst and debate, I think I can conclude there is something there!

I conclude these photos don't prove they are in a relationship...rather they prove that they definitely adore each other and it is a gesture that speaks love, comfort and safety........

But I need to find other signs!! Hey maybe the fact that they were sighted in Vancouver on the weekend ( sunday 2oth) outside a hotel meeting up supposedly meeting up with Sam Bradley! Geez for just good friends they are inseperable!!! ;) But that is a topic for a whole other post!!

Something is not right I think

Okay - having spent a great majority of the past few days trying to not swing between delirious happiness at these photos proving they are a couple to despair that they are just a friendly hug between friends...

I cannot quite get a few thoughts out of my head - Something does not seem right about these photos or am i just OBSESSING!!

At a first glance they seem delightful and proof. On 45 millionth reflection, I find the position of his arm quite high. Is this how you hold your lover/bf or gf?
So some thinking has gone into this.
1) He has no reason to put his arm around her
2)It is so different behaviour to any photo's we have seen of them recently and quite different to the photo's of last year...
3) In the first one, she is turning to put something into his pocket(intimate) he places his arm around her shoulder with an open palm on her skin in an almost possessive gesture of pulling her to him. They are only touching at the shoulders and there are gaps between their bodies. It seems an affectionate gesture.
4) In the second one, she has relaxed against him totally. This one seems more loving and comfortable. There are no spaces between their bodies- she is leaning on him and his hand has tightened on her skin.

I am sure this took place over a couple of seconds. However there is no photo of the three of them in this position. I think when he realised they were snapped he walked away.
However if you replay this physically over a couple of seconds, the overwhelming emotion is: loving contentment.

Hmmm.. still don't know but starting to think YES!!

Is there any hope?

Well guys another download on my thoughts. I have been processing quite a lot of information as I am quite an analytical person and basically need proof before I can believe.

I really want to believe and these photo's are the only photo's that have me hanging onto hope that there is something more.

So lets recount a couple of things.

1. Last known denial by Rob was in April 23 - rumours of Kristen and I dating are ridiculous - Status - Proven. Relationship = No

2. Rumours of Michael Angarano in Italy - Status - Not Proven. Relationship = No

3. MTV awards 31 May - Dinner after awards but with his Manager, Agent, a friend and her.

Status - Proven. Relationship = No

4. MTV awards 31 May - staying at the same hotel claims with Pappz pictures of Rob leaving to go to LA. Status - Not proven. Relationship = No (Friendly not romantic. Her mum is there to say bye as well.)

5. Comic Con - July 31 When asked about offscreen chemistry Kristen says 'ur kidding, I am in love with ....' and Robert says ' very little very little'. Status - Proven. Relationship = No

6.LA 8 August - seen leaving concerts, lunch with friends. Status - Proven. Relationship = Inconclusive (friends or more?)

7.Vancouver 15 April - KOL concert. Revealing body language. Status - Proven. Relationship = Inconclusive (friends or more??)

8.NY 8 September - Backstage Photos see above. Status - Proven. Relationship = Inconclusive.

In the absence of a denial from either party, the status = Inconclusive.

Interesting facts:

1) Neither have done press since April so may be denials will emerge during/after New Moon press

2) Michael and Kristin have not been sighted together since April in Vancouver despite both being in LA for 2 months together and pappz following her

3) Currently neither Rob nor Kristen's agents have denied they are a couple - Summit influence?

4) Michael Angarano agent is not confirming or denying status of Kristen relationship - Summit influence?

5) When not arranged by Summit, Kristen and Robert are always side by side but this could be as close friends and not anything more

6) Summit appears to stop all questions regarding rumours. They stop Kristen and Rob answering at Comic Con.

So major questions remain.
Here are some of mine.

1) Why would Rob and Kristen agree with Summit to not deny rumours. If they denied it would that not make the whole Jacob/Bella thing better? Although Summit is getting huge publicity interest out of the rumours. I understand why Summit does not want a denial.

2) Why does Micheals agent not confirm they are still together? Deal with Summit- please play along with this as it will help us all? Hmm..what kind of boyfriend is that? or Nobody's business but theirs? Sounds probable

3) Summit is promoting Bella and Jacob consistently. A confirmation of Rob and Kristen would erase this.

So what I can conclude is this:

CONCLUSION: Privacy for Rob, Privacy for Kristen and Michael + Summit not wanting any denials leads me to believe that during New Moon press we will find out what the real status is. MA may reappear or other inconclusive shots of Kristen and Rob will appear. There will be no confirmations of any relationship due to precious privacy.

So we wait and see and Hope........

STATUS: INCONCLUSIVE

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I am so over the Taylor promotion..what is this ..the Disney Channel?

You know, all the Taylor promotion is driving me crazy. It is him or him and Kristin. Over it all already - do not want to see it.When will Summit understand that yes we all know that New Moon needs to bring Jacob to the fore but why oh why can't you please include Rob?
It is going to be excruciating come Oct and Nov with all this promo...I mean yuck...Taylor and Kristin go to Tennessee.....Rob?
David Slade all he tweets about is Taylor .......crikey ...get over your boy crush already!!!
We need more Rob! Withholding him from us is plain cruel!

Was he drunk...is that why?

OK, told you this was a blog where I needed to get my deepest thoughts out. Some people are saying he was drunk and she is holding him up.

I really don't believe that. No one drunk has there arm so cooly placed in their other pocket. No one that drunk walks out a few minutes later and gets into their car.....no he is not drunk. Buzzed and relaxed may be.....but why are these the only photo's that show her relaxed as well and not putting on a face for the camera.....See Taylor photos and other staged photos of all three.

This is definitely an unplanned moment as he is not looking at the camera, they are just engrossed in each other...whether she is putting something away or not. The order of the photos are interesting.

If it is this one first, then she is relaxing against him, spots she has been photographed and then puts her hand in his pocket??? It doesn't make sense, even if she was pushing him away (which she is not because her hand is closed not open) it kind of backs the fact that she was initially cuddling up to him...

If the first photo is the one in the post below, it looks like she has put something in his pocket and then relaxes against him, then realising they have been photographed. Either way - doesnot explain they way she is leaning against him and his arm drawing her close (shutting out Taylor).

Take your pick...what I would give to know the truth..

In fact, I beleive, this has to be a subconcious and familiar movement for Rob and Kris because I do not believe that they would purposefully make Taylor uncomfortable...just looks like chemistry and Robsten has taken over!!


Interesting there is no photo of the three of them in this position. Taylor looks like he is expecting this to be a proper photo...I just cannot work this out....the shots are not planned that is for sure......but why no formal photo of the three of them.....did he scoot off?
Why?

In all honesty, I have to say as much as I want them to be a couple and recognise that there is something absolutely palpable between them I am not totally convinced they are together....They absolutely adore each other no doubt and they are incredibly hot together but are they a couple?


I need more proof...sorry!

This blog has been born out of my recent obsession with all things Rob Pattinson and this includes Kristen Stewart.

Are they, aren't they, will they, won't they - the frenzy has me all caught up and obsessed in a manner I did not experience in the 90's ( Thank you Mulder and Scully) or the early 00's ( Josh and Donna).

I need to outlet my thoughts..so my friends and work colleagues don't think I am crazy!! Well actually...I probably am in their eyes but not sure what has bitten me....my obsession with Rob Pattinson and whether he and Kristen are a couple or not is EXTREME! We are talking black run skiing folks......My mood changes based on the latest information...

After all when I saw the KOL pics, I thought YES....and then the doubts set in.......I had resigned myself to they are just really close friends with great chemistry.......( bearing in mind I have only experienced that kind of chemisty twice in my life - both with men I was or am deeply attracted to..today it is a man who makes me laugh and makes me happy to my core but we are not together - that is a whole other story)

Anyway I digress, I was losing all hope - after all there were no PDA's between Rob and Kristen- sure they were sighted in LA, seemed to do quite a lot together on set and seem to always be with each other even on cast outings but there were NO signs......my faith was being tested....

However, when I saw the VMA pics i thought YES - some confirmation at last...after all the way she is leaning into him, the way his hands are open and touching her skin...the way she is reaching into his pocket and well.....even if this only took place over a couple of seconds.....it would be down right rude to leave a costar hanging on purpose (I actually feel for Taylor and his discomfort) but we have never seen this before ..it seems very spontaneous and yet timely in light of the horrible comments to Kristen earlier this week...and it seems quite a contrast to keeping physically away from each other, not being photographed together and all the photos being Taylor and Kristen ....it seems to be quite a statement....or is it?

On another note, can someone recommend a good therapist so that I can deal with this obsession!
And you Pschy PHd students - please some one do a PHd so we can work out why we are all so obsessed.....but hey not sure I really want a cure!!