Sparkly and his girl

Has there ever been a more beautiful man ever made? The only one who comes close for me is James Dean but sorry his sparkliness definitely outshines him for me.

Any way on a weekend where lots of old interviews have created sheer melodrama on are they or are n't they! With denials and evasions and odd answers in interview the whole Robsten world is in uproar.

Me - I have moments of doubt. You only need to read this blog to see that but right now I definitely think they are a couple.

So I am enjoying this gorgeous picture of Edward and Bella and looking forward to the Harpers Bazaar Shoot!

All I can say in this photo is Lucky Bella

A moment of doubt

So I was just over at Robstenlove.com reading the fan encounters and there was one there of the 100 monkey private party...and boy the description by a 'friend of a person who attended described a Rob and Kristen who did not hang out together all night. Kris with Elizabeth and Rob with Xavier. Rob left alone.
Yes we saw the photos of him returning alone.

Now even after this night, we had the infamous 4th Oct Pappz event. Rob, Kris, Sam and her and his Managers. A close circle of friends who probably do know what is really going on.

So despite the fact that I believe and I want to believe I sometimes have my moments of doubt. And that second hand description gave me some bad moments that Rob and Kris are just friends.

I believe - I really do but I still need that 1 peice of proof.
Come on Kris and Rob, just hold hands will you or Kris please be spotted in England with Rob over Christmas!! Something small like that will be great.
I know people go on about them at Comic Con with the intense gazes and I can see it myself but she is all casual and lovey dovey with Taylor and it shits me.....
Obviously they are very close..I mean she doesn't hang out with Nikki or with the others generally..it is Rob....see I am having a bad moment over all this.....I need to read and get my perspective back on believing.

My favourite Fan Fic and Video

So in the absence of new interviews or materials with my favourite movie couple in the world then I thought it would be good to reminisce about Edward and Bella instead.

So here are my favourite Fan Fictions:

1) The Office - man I think I am in love with this Edward and so want to be Bella ( move over Stephenie Meyer)

2) Ever After - Awww if only Rob and Kristen have this happy ending

3) Faking it - I'll have what she is having ;)

But when it comes to vids - you cannot go past anything Diandra does.

Look for her on You Tube - DiandraVideos. My absolute favourite is : Yours for the Taking http://www.youtube.com/user/diandravideos#play/uploads/16/1QXSvojv-Ec

I fall in love with Edward everytime I see this. I think this beautiful song by Blue October ( which you will see is on my twitunes playlist) could have also been played during the prom scene above.

Tell me what you think?

Why am I so obsessed?

You know ever since i was young I always had the ability to fixate on something or some one. My earliest crushes were James Dean. This was a pure love with just an immense appreciation of his beauty. As I got older I developed a deep love for Bruce Springsteen. His music called to me but even still I didn't really fancy him. All my fancying was devoted to sports stars...Steve Waugh in particular.

For those of you who do not come from the Commonwealth, Steve Waugh is one of our greatest cricketers of all time. A man whose mind is steel with a will power that defeats normal human capacity. If I modelled my mental strenght on anyone at all it would be Steve Waugh.

But how does that relate to my current twilight fixation? Well let me explain. I hear all the time that the reason that we Robsten fans want

1. Rob and Kris together is only because of Bella and Edward.
2. We only love Rob because of Edward

Well let me answer

Yes I do definitely want Bella and Edward together. Any shot of Bella with Jacob bothers me. The thought of Bella and Jacob bothers me. The shot of Jacob and Bella at the end of New moon in the movie companion where she looks like she is touching him bothers me.......Bella belongs with Edward

Yes the photos of Taylor and Kristin are not my favourite either. They look very staged and feel forced. I do not want to see Taylor and Kristin together

So I accept that 50% of me wants Rob and Kristin together because of Twilight.

However it is the actors and people, Rob and Kristin whose chemistry that sets me on fire. Those two are smoking hot together and this is the reason I want them together. They look like they have amazing sexual chemisty but also they look like they have an intense and deep connection to each other that appears legendary. A once in a generation connection between actors and a once in a life time love that we all wish to experience.

Do I know for a fact they are together? No, but do I believe they are together Yes. Do i still have doubts about it yes...but I really hope they are together because something that looks so amazing should not be passed up EVER.

As for that other matter. Edward is hot... woo hoo...but Rob is sexier, funnier and oh so gorgeous. But truthfully Rob in photo's, Rob in movies is super sexy. Sexier than Edward! This man was born to be a model. The camera loves him....and it brings me full circle....he is channelling James Dean.

I never thought I would see that beauty again in a man but boy Rob has it.

Cant wait for the Harpers photos. I am preparing to be singed. I really hope the photos are as obvious as I have heard and that they leave no question they are a couple.